New Years!
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Happy New Years Everypony!!! I had a really good day yesterday. The guilt from my last post is pretty much gone besides the normal everyday extreme guilt..... I work 9-5 today and tomorrow, but I can't complain because I get pay and a half for it. My biggest resolutions are to save money and make friends. I love horses so I have hope for it being year of the horse.


01/01/2026
Tired...
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I had to bring my girlfriend to the ER last night, and I seriously feel as though guilt is eating me alive from the inside out even though she 100% needed to go. My parent's even said so, but the guilt feels like it'll never end. We didn't get out of there until 6:45am today, I only got 2 hours of sleep in my own bed, and then 2 hours of sleep at the ER. I am so tired. I have work from 11am-4:30pm and 5:30-10pm. I kinda hope they send me home at my second job lol. I would feel horrific calling out though!!! I had a quiche this morning though, they're right now my favorite food. I hope it gets better tomorrow.


12/29/2025
Home Again
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Girlfriend and I got back to our apartment last night and I cleaned a bit. I got some awesome stuff for Christmas! Most excited about the KeepCup, Beats, and metallic watercolors I got. I used to be a digital artist but since developing fine joint pain I just. Cannot.... I still can't draw for over an hour but it is what it is I guess. I have been playing a LOT of No, I'm Not A Human this past week. Legit every time I get the stoner, huntsman, or amogus guy something happens to them or they're visitors and it is driving me insane since I LOVE their characters. Sun guy also only shows up when I already have huntsman and because the sun guy will drink my entire beer supply, which I need for the huntsman, I have to decline him :-/


12/27/2025
YIPPEEE
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Sooo... I am 20 now. How strange. IDK how I feel about it [cry emoji]. But I'm excited for Christmas! I lwk checked under the tree to count my gifts.. 10!!! also Excited to see who got me for Secret Santa. And to eat cookies. Christmas and Valentine's day are my favorite holidays. Staying at my parent's house for a week, which is great because it's been like "GET ME OUT OF HERE" for the past month LOL. I just finally checked my cum. GPA after we got our fall semester grades. I WAS SCARED!!!! But it is fine lord have mercy on me for next semester. Idk what else is going on... Oh I might drag my girlfriend to the mall on Friday before we leave to our apartment and I might.. just might.. go to this like cutieful cafe there and take pictures of Justin like how some people do. Examples:


12/23/2025
Helpppp
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It is my 20th birthday in 3 days! I am excited but my chronic illness has been so much worse recently. We persevere though! Today and tomorrow I work 13 hours, but after that I don't have work for a whole week. My girlfriend yesterday got me the Western Appliqué Bowler Baggu as an early birthday gift which I am very happy about :-)
Here is an absurdly large image of it!

12/18/2025